Tuesday, August 16, 2016

Rant

Since I need someone to talk to but atm I think I don't actually have anyone I wanna to talk to so here it goes.

So I am officially a freshman!
It's been like around a week and a half and tbh I'm quite excited

But there's actually one thing I'm kinda uncomfortable about
Well, I dont know why but I feel like my parents are still treating me like a child
I know it's common since I am the only child but it's making me pretty uncomfortable.
First of all, they already accompany me for the first week of my campus orientation, and I think its ok since I saw some of my friends got the same thing goin on, but they wanna accompany me for the other week even tho not the whole week but I feel like they dont trust me enough

I know I sound wrong, I know they want to give the best for me and I know I am their only child but I am not comfortable with it. I mean come on, my other friends only have a parent come along but I have two that 'follow' me like most of the time. I know I am being such a bad daughter but I am not a child anymore

I mean usually I could have my own alone time in my room afterschool, because I would be tired and need some rest and maybe I just wanna lay down in my bed scrolling through my timeline or whatsoever but not in my first week of campus, and actually i was trying to be okay with that.

I just
Argh
But I dont wanna hurt their feeling



I dont know what to do tbh
Plus the fact that my mom wants me to go home every weekend. I dont know about that but I guess not

Am I wrong for being like this argh idk

But I just need somethin to let these thoughts out so yeah


Shiiiit man now I sound like I dont appreciate what they've done to me

I do, I totally do but I just
Just
Kinda feel uncomfortable,
I mean is it a wrong thing huh to feel uncomfortable?

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