I think this is about my relationship, I don't know but I think I always do wrong stuffs and it sucks. I don't know but I've been told acting too weird and it pisses him off everytime.
At first I was just quite sad because it's like he didn't pay much attention about me, then he asked what's wrong and as usual I told him nothing was, but then he started to talk about how crazy I've been lately demanding him stuffs like replying his text and also replying him back weirdly after he's gone for quite long.
I actually have no idea was that all about me being wrong but he pushes me away frequently and he just told me that he is annoyed and uncomfortable with me. I don't know why am I saying this but I was pretty sad.
My eyes are swollen already from crying tonight. I'm being such a loser tonight, so fragile and stupid. I don't know what else to do actually.
I had been acting like usual today but he kept bringing those things again and again. I don't even know if he loves me right now, I honestly am confused. And sad. And messed up.
Oh God how I love writing, it surely makes my sadness go away a little bit
Even though I'm not relieved yet
Ugh and I also suffer these kinda headaches everytime I cry and they suck so bad
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